For?

Moved

2009-11-27T12:23:00.000-08:00

http://immasuperman.tumblr.com

♥

Tired

2009-11-25T06:00:00.000-08:00

I've been very moody these few days.
I suddenly feel so sick of everything.

Just yesterday I went shopping and bought some stuff, was quite happy with them.

Oh gosh I don't know what to say.
I feel so lost.

I WANT H1N1 AGAIN.

Secretive

2009-11-23T06:16:00.000-08:00

GRADING WAS FUCKING YAY. :)
At least I didn't die halfway, thank god.

Today's training was okay. I think I shall rant somewhere else.
This place is too open.

Belief

2009-11-19T04:17:00.000-08:00

Tuesday
Met Veron, Dana, Zhonghao, Benedict, Kc, Gabriel, Jereme, and Elson at J8.
Bought tickets for 2012, again for me! Haha, but watching it the second time was kinda boring. I disturbed the person beside me alot of times, damn funny. Eyes damn big.

After the movie, went for dinner and walked around. ;)

Went over for Aikido, Gabriel and Jereme came along. Talked abit at the staircase before going in, and daddy walked past and saw us. Then we were damn shocked. Daddy talked to them for awhile then instructed me to do the children grading thingy before going off. And when he went off, the three of us could finally breathe. Lol!

Class was fun as usual :)

Wednesday
Netball was okayokay, played WA all the way.
SAW A RAINBOW DURING TRAINING AND THEN BECAME FREAKING HIGH.
After training, went ThomsonPlaza with my parents for lunch.
Zhihao was there :)
Went home, showered and slept like a pig. Woke up, ate dinner and went for Aikido!
SiuMing wasn't there, damn sad. But then was drowning in the amount of grading techniques i had to remember. Damn stressed okay, I couldnt do the tanto disarm, fuck it manz.

Today
Went school early, then went to take ball cage with daughter and sister. Had warmups, then played courtgame. Was WA, kena scolding as usual. Then rested, and changed to C. :) It was damn fun cause coach wasn't looking!

After training, went walk walk with dfx around school. :) phb!!!

Mommy fetched me, dropped claire and veron home. Bought lunch and came home. Damn tired manz. Showered, watched tv, ate dinner. Have been really happy these few days, dfx you're responsible for this!

Grading's this sunday, swear im gonna flunk it.

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Vulnerable

2009-11-15T23:07:00.000-08:00

Yesterday
Met Veron at yck and went off with her to FarEastPlaza.
Walked around, then met MarcusHeng and went off to PlazaSing. :) On the way, Veron called Valerie and called her to come. Oh well, went to PlazaSing and met Valerie, walked around and took money from my brothers. Went off to Cathay to meet Zhihao and Rance.

Bought 5 tickets for My Girlfriend Is An Agent, waited for damn long for the two tortoises to come! LOL, went into the cinema then watched. Halfway through, Rance went to buy popcorn. Not gonna elaborate what happened in the movie, lazy.

After the movie, didn't wanna slack with the guys so went back to PlazaSing. Took Neoprints at the arcade with Veron and went off to meet my bros. Soon later, my parents came and we had dinner :) After dinner, went to walkwalk awhile before watching 2012.

Swear it's a good movie, gonna watch it again on tuesday with <3's!

Took peektures of the christmas lights at orchard in the car, while entertaining so many people. Gosh, life is tough. ):

Today
Woke up and went for Netball, was damn tired. Coach kept picking on me, shall not elaborate. Should've joined some other CCA! Running in the hot sun and getting all tanned for what.

After training, daddy picked me and went to buy lunch before returning home. Stupid Auntie scolded me for ordering the wrong drink. -.-

Might be going for Aikido later on at the new dojo, opposite sensei's house! Who wanna come along? :D

Okay Nelson is spamming me already i shall stop blogging love!

Unbelievable

2009-11-13T05:37:00.000-08:00

Woke up around 2, replied messages and then Veron called!
She asked if I wanna go watch 2012 at AMKhub, but I couldn't cause I had to go to the Airport to fetch daddy :) I missed him so muchy manz, felt so good to see him again.

While in the car on the way to the Airport, it was raining very heavily. On the expressway, saw one tree get struck by lightning, and splitted into half. Damn freaking scary please, the tree was like about 50m away from our car!

Daddy's flight was postponed, and landed 15 minutes behind time. While waiting, had a drink and smsed with several people. Sneezed quite alot, the weather was chilling! Ahh, then daddy came out, and I immediately wore his jacket :)

Dropped Uncle David home and then sent JeremyHeng to HQ, took the grading forms and dropped him off to tpy. After that, went to ThomsonPlaza for dinner with my parents :) After that, came home and here am I blogging. (: I shall reply tags today!

Tag Replies!

jereme: lols banana...taged jie
-> Thanks :)

dylan: JIE TAGGED!!
-> Thanks!

Dana: Iloveyou Les!! Tagged(:
-> Loveyou too

pass: Hi, what's your old blog url?
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-> It's private, lol.

dylan: tio me laa .scare ahh ?hamji dog .shorty
-> Sebastian?

Siu Ming: of course i'll support you when you grade! :) jessie's grading too! :) it'll be a mass friend cheerleading session lol. :)
-> YAY! See you soon yeah. Miss chengsan and those insects. :D

wenNhao: ahahaha~ hey big eyes... u good lorx.. holiday so eventful -.- me is like play comp and nth else -.- so bored.... and how u spell me name? .....
-> LOL, WENNHAO!

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dylan: tagged! (:
-> dtky! :D

jereme: tagged tagged!
-> jwyz! :D

pass: Did you reborn your hair?
-> Yeah, rebond.

wenNhao: eh melissaaaaa~ ben da ye de ming shi wennhao... bu shi wenhao...
-> YOU THINK YOU YUAN DA YING AH, BEN DA YE. LOL.

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-> LOL, ah pow, ah pow, ah pow boom boom! Okay I shall spam email but not in sihan style, my chinese like fuck manz. Loveyou too idiot! :) 2012 sometime soon!

Through

2009-11-12T08:54:00.000-08:00

I've got so many things on head, idk what to start with.
Well, I've been crying alot this week. Crybaby? Yeah.
Feelings overwrite me. Emotions, and everything. They are all controlled by you. Don't you know what an impact you made in me?

I won't forget, I'll just not remember.

Tuesday
I forgot what happened!
Aikido was funnnnn <: Bought waffles at the new cafe upstairs with Sarah and was freaking late for Adults class!

Wednesday
Had training again, everything just came in and I started crying.
How much weaker could I be?
Gosh, after training, went tpy with mommy, had lunch etc, and then went home. Zhengyu was here! But not with Jerome and co. Sad much?
Skipped Aikido and watched Singapore Idol.
Poor Duane, kena kicked out!

Thursday, today!
How much do you want to aggrevate me?
To such an extent that I want to just die?
Just fuck off my life will you? -.-

Met Veron at YCK MRT with my reddened eyes, she cheered me up and we left for J8. Met Dana, Kc, and Jereme. Walked around before settling down at the foodcourt for lunch. We couldn't decide what to eat, but in the end Dana and I ate ChickenRice. :)

Jereme became the coffeeshop uncle. He bought us drinks and carried them over, damn funny ttm. Laughed along yeah, I guessed they couldn't tell that I cried! Soon after, JingYuan, JunLiang, and some other guy came. Don't know their names, just anyhow spell. But they were all 'J's. LOL. (I HAVE DAMMIT HEAVY + DARK EYEBAGS PLEASE)

After lunch, we splitted up with the guys and walked around J8. Went to topup money into Dana's ez-link card and guess who i saw, ALFREDA KRYGSMAN (L)! I missed her so damn much! We caught up a little and I didn't wanna disturb her cause she was with her AARON JAMES, LAST LONG LOVE!

Took Bus 13 to Lynwood with those two crazy ones to see the progress of the new house! Haha, I had to do a monthly report to daddy, and I had to take a picture of the house too. While on the way, Veron made me laugh and I spilled Ribena all over my tee, damn suay. -.-

Took a picture and left for Dana's house, we took less than 5 mins to reach there :)

Veron and I were afraid of Dana's dog and rushed into her room, and we started crapping immediately. The day was filled with so much laughter despite those amount of tears I shedded this morning. :)

Did so much retarded stuff and videos. Obviously, we camwhored too! Talked about alot of sensitive things, enjoyed ourselves.

Left her house at around 6.15 and waited at the bus-stop opposite Dana's house, then took bus 28 over to Lynwood and changed to bus 13 back to YCK. The bus ride was stupid man, not gonna elaborate k!

Came home, had dinner and spammed Dana's inbox again. Love her so much, not to forget Veron!

I've not been talking to xingan lately, kinda miss her.

Daddy's coming back tomorrow! Ftw i miss him so much! :)

Everlasting

2009-11-09T04:12:00.000-08:00

Have been sleeping at around 4 or 5 in the morning these few days.
Slept at six two days ago, Dylan accompanied me :) Thankyou!

I forgot what happened yesterday!

Today
Woke up, ate breakfast and read newspaper as usual.
Mommy sent me to school, then saw sister and daughter shooting. So I went up to the band room and talked to Dana and Veron for awhile, I got the neoprints! ;) Saw the peektures then errrr. LOL.
Went down for Netball, training was okay. Coach was in a bad mood, scolded almost everybody. We had courtgame and I was playing WA! I love that position. Halfway through Dana and Veron came to disturb meeeee!

After training, went to Thomson Plaza with Mommy and MarcusHeng! Had lunch and did groceries, came home. Took a shower, watched MarcusHeng play PS3 till I slept on the sofa. ): Woke up, had dinner and etc.

OKAY MARCUS CHUA HERE'S A BANANA FOR YOU SINCE YOU'RE HUNGRY!

MONKEYM :>

Tag Replies!

dylan: RANDOM TAGGED!! JIE TAGGED!!!
-> Thanks ><

wenNhao-jereme: lols i veh calm de =D
-> Okay -.-

wenNhao: tagged&relinked =]
-> Thanks :)

veron: you REALLY change to supergeek ! OMGG , LLL kayy !(:
-> (: Ya, kkay!

Phil: LINK ! ;D
-> Linked! :)

Ivy: tagged [:
-> Ty

dylan: u sucks man
-> FAKE DYLANNNNNNNNNNN

Siu Ming: taggedddddd and of course you passed your weapons test! :D i'll try to make it for your grading, it's fun to watch and not grade but maybe that's just me hahah. :)
-> Nah, I don't think I passed, I haven't got my certificate yet! ): Yay support me kkay!

Dana: Nvr write MELISSA HENG LOVE DANA):
Dana: Im back to blogging agn..
-> I LOVE DANA ANG AI WEI!

MEGAN.♥: im lactose intolerant tooo!-.- lols
-> YAY! We're on the same boat. But mine's vomit, not diarrhoea! Yours? :)

Valerie: relink? thanks (:
-> Kay!

Siu Ming: ahhahaha your life is like eventful. mine is like -------------- after the holidays. nothing interesting happening ahahha.
Siu Ming: *during the holidays
-> LOL, yours seemed interesting in your lj kkay!

Valerie: here's your tag(:
-> Ty

Dana: Tagged(:
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Marcus: Hey melissa. relink! http://tumblingroundandround.tumblr.com/
- >Relinked korrrrrr.

dylan: oii don use my name anyhow say leh ccb
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-> CHILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.

wenNhao: ello =D
-> Helloooo small eyes!

M.LaNzEr: Heyoh Heyoh Heyoh !! =))
-> Monkey! :D

Past

2009-11-08T02:51:00.001-08:00

I just fucking read my old blog and I realised that I've really changed.
Those were the times. Can we go back to the past again?
I really miss those times.
Before everything else happened, when everything was perfect.

I MISS THAT SLGB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ):

Kinderjoys, Mandate of Heaven's.
That love, has faded.
Please come back.

Style

2009-11-06T23:45:00.000-08:00

It was so shocking.
RIP, Sensei James Moy's father.

Thursday
Was supposed to go out with several Netballers but it was cancelled, so went out with daddy to see the new Aikido Dojo we're gonna have. :) It's quite okaaaaaay i guess, just that there won't be much parking spaces.
After that, we came home and ate dinner before going for Aikido. Nothing much happened, but when i saw your face, i was totally disgusted. Ugh, you spoiled my mood!

Friday
Woke up kinda late, met Jaslyn and Huiyi at J8. Went to have lunch at foodcourt :) During lunch, we talked alot about many things, and Huiyi sister keeps emphasizing that dreams will never come true. ):
JeremyHeng saw us but didn't came to say hello to me because he was ordering his food. LOL. Then we went to buy the ice cream he introduced to me. Rawr, then went to MoreThanWords and bought some stuff. After that, went to the arcade, and played the sweet machine thingy, damn funny kkay! I wasted more than 7 bucks and came back with a "luncheon meat" -.-
Went to buy honeysticks, and took 410W to school!

The bus ride was funny, there were two XXX Secondary School students sitting in front of us. And then one of them suddenly said out loud "Eh, today alot of people die leh!" Then the three of us were like, -.-. LOL, and I forgot to mention that Jaslyn and Huiyi were so damn interested in how i ate my sweet. Then when we alighted, the two XXX Secondary School students alighted too. Then one of them jaywalked, so I was like, "No wonder so many people died today lah." Idiotic people.

Reached school, went to toilet etc. Came out, first thing Rkycia and Sheryl told us that we're dead for not taking home the bips from KNC. Ahhhh, soon later, Arina came and we took balls from her to shoot. Jingxun they all came soon later, and bleh bleh bleh. So we started warming up.

Training was okay. :) Went for dinner at Thomson Plaza and came home, took a shower and off to Aikido. I was freaking late but during training, we were all laughing about RisLow's accent, then we were like "Please wait for a moment while i wikipedia myself online" etc.

After training was our usual hang-out-night, went to 7-11 and bought nachos. :>

Today
Woke up from a bizzare dream. >:
Ate lunch, then realised that JeremyHeng's friends were over at our place! Rawr, so i started using the computer till now.
Going to the airport later on for dinner and to fetch Mommy home! 16 days has flew byyyy. And I'm gonna get my things she bought from Paris already yay. :)

Some Ris Low videos you might wanna watchhhh :>

Don't worry, the starting part isn't porn kk! LOL :P

Ignorance

2009-11-04T05:08:00.000-08:00

Oh fuck I'm lactose intolerant and you will see me running to the toilet to vomit every now and then, so fml fttb (:

Sunday
Aikido weapon test was okay, guess I'd pass (:
I totally forgotten what I did after Aikido! Yay i'm growing old.

Monday
Went for Netball (:
Talked to Alfred in school for awhile, that jokerrr!
It was kinda fun, because Huiyi, Jaslyn and I went to the third floor to find the band peepz. While waiting, we slacked and camwhored! After that talked a little with my loved onesssss, then off to Netball.
It was the best training in my whole life i swear.
Firstly we did our usual warmup's, 40 situp's and pushup's, and then did stairs. Stairs was kinda fun but we had to stop cause the sec fours were having their O's.
After that, coach came and we started talking and discussing about alot of things. We discussed about the christmas celebration and party! So damn kewl. While coach was talking, the sec ones were going crazy about drawing on that stupid plain paper. Editing is done by ShirleyHaha! :)

Tuesday
Woke up early, went to meet Veron, Dana, Valerie, MarcusK, MarcusP, Wenhao, Philbert, Zhonghao, and Benedict at J8. Wished the birthday girl and gave her a note and her present! She just couldn't wait and wore her necklace i gave her. :D I got my domokun by somebodyyy! Hahas, then we went to Macs for breakfast. Only the two Marcus-es ate while the rest just stoned there.

Then we took bus 53 to somewhere in Singapore, around Pasir Ris area, and then changed bus to ETP straight. The bus 53 ride was damn fun because we had the whole bus (not really, but there were about 2 aunties in front) to ourselves. Everybody were trying to put contacts into Veron's eye! She's sucha failure manz, own eye also cannot put contacts. LOL. In the end, we gave up and she was blind for the whole day :)
Don't focus on MarcusK, but MarcusP in the background putting contacts for Veron!

Went to ETP but it was closed! We cursed and sweared before leaving for E!hub. We bowled, it was kinda fun. MarcusK striked quite alot of times! Damn damn damn damn lucky, it was tyco shot. :) Then while Benedict was about to bowl, Veron and I would shout DANA and his (bowling)ball would go into the gutter. Funny x999!

After bowling, we walked around E!hub. It was boring so we left for Pasir Ris Town Park or something like that. We took forever to reach there! Then we rented bikes and cycled around, lost ZhongHao on the way. Hahah, then found him again (: Went to the playground, then the two Marcus-es went prawning while we stoned there! I wonder if it's their birthday or Veron's birthday. Anyway we went cycling while they prawned, so we just stoned for awhile.

After prawning, we went to WhiteSands. Took Neoprints and stuff. I left early as I had to rush for Aikido. ): But Aikido was fun, HuiQi and I were talking alot and doing nonsensical stuff you should not know!

Today
Woke up at nine plus, went to meet Charmaine and Claire at J8. Then MarcusK came too. So we went to the foodcourt, couldn't decide on what to eat. In the end, took PepperLunch with Claire. :D After awhile, Huiyi, Jaslyn, Jingting, and I forgot who else joined us at the foodcourt. Went to buy Claire's drink before leaving for the MRT station.

Met Siyi and Buena in Bishan MRT! So we sat the same train. :) At ToaPayoh station, Raylyn, Shirley, and Hema joined us. And Raylyn kept saying that the purplepeepos were a public nuisance. LOL.

Reached Dhoby Ghaut, met up with the rest of the purplepeepos. Then Arina gave me a kisssss. :) I think we kissed like 5 times this week. Ohmygoshhhh I'm gonna get Aids soon. Anyway we took a long time waiting for the rest to come and we started camwhoring. PUBLIC NUISANCE! :D

When the rest all came, we took bus 16 to KNC :) Sat with my CRL in the bus, with my daughter behind. (YAY BUSES ARE FUN) Then CRL and I started camwhoring, I was being retarded while she was being insane.

When we reached the bus stop, it started raining heavily. And Atiqah was cheering for the rain. And after 7 seconds, it stopped raining. We were like damn -.- ttm! Went into the place, settled down. Started submitting forms and putting sunblock. Arina was making me laugh like crazy. She was kind of high.

Did warmups, and stuff like that. Went off to start our match against RGS! They were freaking tall, and I played WA. The WD was freaking hell contacting me everytime -.- So didn't care, we lost. Rawr. Played a few games after that, my positions were mostly WA or WD. I didn't play C today, happy like bird.

There's no other word to describe today but hectic. We rushed from one court to another and got scoldings from coach and MissLin.

Halfway while waiting for the next game, Charmaine, Shirley and I escaped and went to refil our bottles. We also bought junkfood from the Vending machine and ate. Raylyn joined us soon after!

Played against CedarGirls, EastSpring, StMargarets, DunmanSec, Damai, RafflesGirls, and some others, I forgot already. Before the last 2 matches, daddy was already at KNC. He brought some food for us! Drinks too. How thoughtful yeah, love him so much. So gave the seniors some drinks and shared the food and drinks with the juniors. In the last two matches, we tied! We could've wonnnn them ):

After the whole thing, took group pictures. Raylyn, Jaslyn, Huiyi, and Shirley took a ride to AMK. In the car, we were pratically crapping away like birds which never flew in their lives. :) Super fun fun fun man, I totally love Netballers!

Today was damn fun and tiring. But it brought me some exposure yeah? :D

Going out with Netballers tomorrow, yay us!

Birthday messagesssss! :)

Ryan Sng, (2ndNov2009)
You're finally thirteen, Happy Birthday.

Veron Ching, (3rdNov2009)
Stupid woman, you're finally thirteen. Remember, you were my first friend in BPS! All those memories we had will never be forgotten okay. :) I'll be there whenever you need me. Everything that needs to be said has already been in the letter I've written for you! I love you!

Tag Replies!

pb: have you ever dropped your samsung presto b4?
-> Yeah, and you are?

jereme: i this time tag le hor don say never
-> okay didi.

DANA: 3 days no see liao, LES!!
-> Yeah, imy ):

Siu Ming: hahahha tagged. hope you enjoyed halloween, I spent it at my friend's house having a party and i chickened out of Saw, lol.
-> Yay tahnks for the tag! Rawr halloween parties are damn fun okay! SAW?! LOL.

Passer-by ,: May i know where do you edit your photos ?
-> Sometimes photobucket.

BEL: mel mel. :D
-> Belbel melmel :D Kissesss. :D

wenNhao: YELLO~!!! tagged&linked =D ya im the small eyes u saw today =]
wenNhao: and btw nice song and i agree tht dead is better than alive =](u wrote it under ur pic =])
wenNhao: o and i jus realised u noe dylan tht shorty xD =X srii if i spamming...
-> Thanks for tagging and linking! Hahas, yeah lets die together. And so what if dylan is short? ): I slap you okay.

jereme: shudup la wn hao u very tall meh
-> Actually yeah. LOL.

wenNhao-jereme: lols jk nia mahs -.- so agitated... he primary alot ppl say oso, dun think he mind..
-> Err, no comment.

wenNhao: o i forgot to gib u my link... -.- ps
-> Okay you're linked.

jereme: lax la i oso jking nia so agitated for wad
-> No comment :)

Positive

2009-10-31T06:55:00.000-07:00

Tuesday
I forgot what happened in schoo, but Aikido was super fun, needless to say.

Wednesday
Stayed at home the whole day, although was planning to go out with Veron. Aikido was <3!

Thursday
We went to NYP. I won't say it was that fantastic though, I would prefer going to RP (: Veron cheered me up so much, it was a drastic change. From tears to smiles. Thanks so much! Saw Daryl at Koufu! Haha it was so damn funny. We meet again. Jereme was eating his pancake hotdog or something like this.

After school, went over to Charmaine's house with Venny, Raylyn and Jingting. Then went to 7-11 and bought some noodles and drinks. (: Saw Yenny, Grisselda, and Stefany there too! So we went to play basketball, swear I'm a total noob. While walking back, we were talking about Hentai. ChaRayLyn! As usual, laughters filled me. Camwhored and went back to school for Netball. Love them loads.

Training was fun, although it was kinda scary with coach around. Jingxun was high as usual. :D

Friday
After those value-added-thingy, went to WH with Veron and Clare. Bought a bag there and ate macs for lunch. We headed to AMKhub aftermath. Went to the toilet, saw Belle. Said hello :)

Philbert and Marcus joined us later on, went into Wattsin and took a bloody long time inside. Then went to NewYorkNewYork, Marcus ate his Meatballz while Philbert drank lao sai. After that, took cotton candy and went to AMK central. Dylan and co, they took some of our cotton candy. :D Went to broadway plaza for Veron's fringe-cut.

I totally loved whatever happened in the salon. It shall be kept as a secret!

Veron looked different in her new fringe-cut, kind of weird? Hahas, then Philbert got forced into getting a bangs fringe. :D But didn't in the end, poor thing yeah.

Went to SGH after that, with kelly sensei and daddy. Kelly sensei totally entertained me with his game in his phone. Ichiban Sushi at TPY after that, went home and mugged like crazy.

Today
Woke up at 8 plus, mugged in the car on the way. Reached Fuchun Primary, and registered before proceeding to the class for my ABRSM Theory Exam. The paper was damn easy, I was doodling on the rough paper after i finished the exam paper. I drew a damn big treble clef on the bottom right! :)

After the exam, called Veron and him. Then Veron came over to my house. Settled down in my room and used the computer. Gossiped alot as usual, and had lunch. During lunch, Jerome and co were crapping like crazy. Stupid people. :) Wanted to watch DragMeToHell but it wasn't downloaded, so watched some other show instead, forgotten the title. Halfway through, went down for desserts. Came up and watched some ghost thingys on youtube, was kicking Jerome throughout the whole thing! Kumar drag queen was damn funny.

He was supposed to come over but he couldn't in the end, so the both of us started rotting at home. :) But he got me something from the arcade to cheer me up. Soon after, webcammed with Dana Ang Ai Wei! (L) Laughed like crazy again, then we started getting damn high. Singing and dancing, and rolling all over the place. Childish much? We took videos and camwhored too!

Then it started raining heavily, we couldn't go to the Halloween thingy that was happening in the nearby park. Dana wanted to join us but couldn't, sad ttc! Luckily he wasn't caught in the rain. :)

Webcammed and webcammed till dinner time. After dinner, we made a song for you! It's sure to bring back memories yeah, Veron? Sung it to Dana Ang and she laughed like crazy too. What a big joke the three of us can be.

Aikido weapon's test tomorrow, fml yay thanks. :)

Peektures maybe?

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Entertaining

2009-10-28T00:00:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna vent my anger somewhere else.
No use showing how much it hurts.

Weak

2009-10-26T02:58:00.001-07:00

Sunday

Woke up rather early, was super tired because I haven't been sleeping well these few days. Instructional class was very cheem. Was slacking with ChaiLin at the corner (: After that, went for general class. I'm not gonna say anymore about what we did during class but there was once Philip Sensei pulled me away from Jessie! ):

Came home and slept after the first two classes, and then went for the afternoon classes. Was very interesting, I enjoy Shimamoto Shihan's class alot. It's very inspirational and not very tiring too.

After the last class for the day, we had a cake for Shimamoto Shihan! His birthday is actually today. Ate cake with SiuMing (L) and then she was whining along the corridor, outside the office, and at the entrance. Why? Just to persuade her parents that daddy would be picking her up for training today. Super funny.

Today
Didn't attend school ): Don't ask me why, only the closer ones know. You don't even care.

I just finished two piano theory exam papers, both were rather okay. I hope i can at least get a merit for my exam on Saturday! I have to sleep early on Friday, how sad is that man. Means after training at TPY, I have to rush home to sleep. OH WAIT. There isn't class this Friday (yay)

By the way, I'm crazy over Aikido, Shimamoto Shihan, and Ethan deishi! (If thats his name, SiuMing! Haha but whatever lets just call him Ethan).

My class position is number 10! I won't get my reward from daddy. I was supposed to be top 5. I'll try harder next year :) I seriously don't know what to blog now as I cant type out what happened in the morning for the whole world to read.

Zen, yomimashuo.

Dead

2009-10-24T07:18:00.000-07:00

I WANT TO FUCKING HELL RUN AWAY FROM EVERYTHING.

Scream

2009-10-23T22:39:00.000-07:00

I never knew I could hurt like this

Have been keeping myself all busy, tried to forget everything that has happened.
Laughing, joking, but sometimes I just get too quiet and keep everything inside.

Friday
Went to school, talked to both my daughters. During assembly, Dana and I were laughing about the webcam thing. So we went to the Malay Heritage Centre, and went into the Museum first. Walked around, it was dammit small! So went out and did Silat. Escaped with Veron to the toilet. Mr Chai was there and was so kind to buy us drinks! But the machine was spoilt. ): Idiot.

Then after that, went to listen about the Batik. Then suddenly I got so quiet, VVC thought i was not okay. The rest of the day was dull.

After school, went to CGH with daddy :) Ate lunch and stuffs. Then we came home. After that, I slept and went to TPY with daddy. Yes yes I love daddy. Dinner at BurgerKing! Then bought bubbletea. Daddy tried Lime Ice-Blended. Was quite sour but enjoyed it.

Was late for training as usual. Jonathan, Danny, Jacob and some others cheered me up. ;) Love them so muchy. Talked quite alot with J's girlfriend, Crystal! Haha, then we're going out in two weeks time with the TPY dojo people.

After training, went to 7-11. Then daddy and I created this stupid song, another version of Nobody by Wondergirls :) RANDOMNESS.

Me: I want some money some money from you.
Daddy: I've got no money no money for you.
Us: Nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo.
Me: I want some money some money, some money some money.

Stupid right!

Sat on the bed for one hour thinking about everything he said.
Talked to G and Jonathan.
Told myself that I would be strong and went to sleep.

Today
Woke up at 8 plus, got ready for Shimamoto Shihan's Seminar :)
Reached HQ at 8.15, got changed into hakama and stuff. Submitted cards, book, and showed our 3-day-seminar-pass before going in. Swear it was cool! Haha, then stretched, and waited for him to come in.

The class was alright! Got hit in the middle of my head real hard by Philip Sensei. Haha, Xavier too! Shimamoto Shihan was speaking in Japanese, I understood some only. Failure right. Hmmm, then partnered alot of other people I don't know. Shimamoto Shihan is freaking cute I swear. He's 72 years old in two days time! We're gonna celebrate it with him during the seminar ;)

Daddy's going for dinner with Shimamoto Shihan and the rest later on, I'll be rotting at home :)

I'll throw all of your stuff away. (Is there any in the first place?) I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I'll tear you out of my heart. And ignore all your messages. I'll tell everyone we are through. Cause I'm so much better without you. But it’s just another pretty lie. Cause I break down. Should have known better in trying to let you go. Cause here we go again. Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive. We're falling ~~together.~~ You'd think that by now I'd know. Cause here we go again.

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Hurt

2009-10-21T21:45:00.000-07:00

Saturday & Sunday
Forgot what happened, went for Weapons training on Sunday.

Monday
Hit town with Sexy, Dylan, Dinglin, Guoqiang.
ION and FEP (:
At Ion, saw csm! (L) in a bakery shop! Sexy, the boys and I went seperate ways and went around Ion with csm. After that, went Swensens. Love you!

Tuesday
Went to school, checked English and Chinese papers. Think I did fairly well. After that, had the Sexuality talk! Damn funny. Peranakan Museum after that, I remembered the part where there was the coffin and the talking walls. Freaky much. YOG after that, we have not started on the SolomonIsland project yet.
During Aikido, Michelle asked me something I couldn't answer. But the answer is NO.

Yesterday
Checked the rest of the papers, realised that I failed math by 3 marks. My mood was somewhat dampened but Veron was worse, she failed all the subjects except English and Chinese. Took some surveys, and had the talk about the cyber thingy.
Went TP for lunch, went home and slept all the way till I woke up for dinner and Aikido. Aikido was dammit hot, then Sarah(Sehree) kept making me laugh like mad. After training, came home and watched the telly, and texted some people. We quarelled and it was fucking bad, it's no longer we anymore D:

Today
Woke up for piano lesson, realised that my eyes were damn puffyyyyy. But who cares? You don't even care. I just passed my PaperB! 71/100. Gosh. But did another paper and got 85, thank god it was an easy paper :)
I'm going to CGH and the Airport later, I could be the one flying off today if there wasn't you anymore. Have a good trip mommy, love you.

Forgive and forget? Not so easy anymore.

YouthAikidoMeet Peekturesssss (:

Group Picture :)

Iriminage on Sensei James Moy.

Kor was taken as an uke by Sensei Philip (YAY)

The lights are coming out of his ear. Jeremy Heng = pro.

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Disappointment

2009-10-18T05:56:00.000-07:00

When I saw your name on my handphone screen, my heart raced.
Everyday I tell myself I'm better off without you. But then every morning I wake up realising that I love you more than the day before. I hate myself for loving you.

Sexy called me just now, and she was crying. ): Cheered her up with my crap! And next time, I'm gonna slap your relatives for being so god damn rude. Then Kor talked to me on msn, I was so shocked. I thought he forgot all about me already. But I was really touched. Kinda cheered him up i guess. Please don't think sucidal. Relationships are like this. Feelings fade. You will find someone new. Cheer up, loveyou. :)

I'm so full from NewYorkNewYork I cant eat my bn later ):
Blogger is having problems uploading pictures! I want to cry.

(edited at 12.42am)
Just finished my bn, I'm damn full. ):
Talking to sexy, didi, kor, and dearie now. Love you guys ttm.

9 more days to our fifth month. Please hang on.

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Bulletproof

2009-10-17T03:29:00.000-07:00

I need how we used to be

I just took a facebook quiz not too long ago and this is what it said. I enjoy taking quizzes although some of them are stupid and inaccurate. But this is quite true, as oversensitiveness, jealousy and insecurity develops from that. Sometimes I tell myself, why do I have to worry so much? Trust is definately a factor.

Loyalty & Reassurance

You tend to be doubtful about the status of your relationships. You always fear that the end might sneak up on you and you would once again go through the pain and embarrassment of loosing the person you love to someone else.Past relationships have left you with a pessimistic way of thinking and you constantly need reassurance.You want someone who needs and loves you just as much and you need and love them. You want to believe your lover only has eyes for you.

If you understand me, we won't hurt.

And I would like to thank the person who returned my wallet to the police! I was god damn happy when the police called. And now i have a police record. (yippie) Well, at least chickenlittle, ATM card, EZlink card, and cash is back. (: But the feeling's gone.

Morning Aikido tomorrow, gotta work hard for grading on November 22nd!

Sorry

2009-10-16T08:57:00.000-07:00

These few weeks were okay, I was mia for quite a long while. But I am back :)

I actually forgot what exactly happened though, but here's a quick update.

1. Exams are over.
2. Tourist for a day outing with daddy.
3. Laughing as usual during school,
4. Skipped Aikido for two weeks
5. I just came back from the Youth Aikido Meet :)
6. Watched Cloudy with a chance of meatballz with classmates.
7. Happy Birthday Charmaine Daughter! (11 oct)
8. Happy Birthday Dylan Di! (12 oct)
9. Happy Birthday Grisselda Xingan! (14 oct)
10. Happy Birthday Nicholas Heng! (16 oct)

Exams are over, I personally felt the Geography and Maths Paper 1 was tough, I guess I didn't prepare enough. Intensive tuitions back to back, and all these. Burning midnight oil, dozing off in school. But I'm glad that our CCA has stepped down for the exams, if not i wouldn't have time to finish studying or even start studying.

Tourist for a day outing with daddy was super fun! Firstly it was lunch at Watami, then we went around Clarke Quay snapping some pictures. Total pictures we took was two hundred over. Not gonna post many, only some to summarize up the day. Japanese class after that, and took some pictures with the class after that. Went to Chew Sensei's house aftermath, was kinda anti-social thanks to one idiot. But was cheered up by that cute little one that never fails to bring a smile to my face. Chew Sensei had 5 dogs of the same breed! Left his house at about 12 plus.

School has been okay, exam periods were fun :) We could report to our classrooms. Veron has been making many jokes about that guy. And when that guy was staring at me today, i pointed the middle finger at him and Billy laughed out loud. Then I couldn't concentrate on my biology paper and couldn't do the stupid osmosis thingy. Gahh.

I have not been attending Aikido for two weeks, I felt so free yet so weird. I felt free because I would be at home, mugging away or watching the telly. I gelt weird because part of my life has been taken away. I was worried for grading in november too. I have to do well, I cannot let Daddy and Kelly sensei down. ): Stress like hell. but I still love Aikido, it is somewhere I am true to, somewhere which is true to me.

Youth Aikido Meet today was fun! Reached Replubic Poly at around 5pm after picking Sarah and Samantha up from their house. The place is dammit big, i might consider going there in the future. Plus, they have Aikido as a CCA too :) So I can like dominate the world wahahahaha. No, just joking. I can have fun with my CCA. Anyway, enough of crap. I'm so crappy today. We changed into our gi's and got ready, but the schedule was pushed back. We started with the demo first, it was okay. Then we had the seminar! It was quite interesting as many variations or iriminage was done. We had 3 against 1 also! Enjoyed myself, as I hadn't been training for dunno how many 256789654837 years.

After the seminar, we had the prize presentation. RP was the winner again! NJC was second. Heh, and then we had group pictures and stuff. I was the photographer yo! Was fun fun fun. And something happened, only somebody from school knows. Then had pizzas, and 'mingling' as stated on the programme sheet (shit).

Caught that meatballz show with some classmates today at J8, it was sucha retarded show. Funny at some parts though. Before the show, was walking around with Veron while waiting for the othersto come, and that's when something happened.

Birthday messagesssss! :)

CharmaineTay,
You're thirteen already, grow up and stay pretty okay! Have loads of admirers as usual and always remember that I'll be there for you whenever you need me. Love you daughter!

DylanTong,
You'll always be there for me, at my deepest pits and all. Tysvm! :) Thirteen already, grow taller yah? You'll have everlasting grow-taller pills, don't worry. Haha, just a joke. Love you didi!

GrisseldaPherry,
Xingan! I wished you a happy birthday though, but you didn't reply me. Still, stay pretty, happy, and forever young. You're fifteen already! But I still want to be taller than you. :P Love you xingan!

NicholasHeng,
Tall at eighteen, you're somebody I look up to because you never really spend money. That's true you know, Jeremy, Marcus and I are alwauys buying things but you seldom do. Thats what I want to learn from you. Heh, anyway a big HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dearest brother! And please don't be so tao towards me can? Ty.